I have the district choir festival this weekend, starting on Thursday with auditions for regional choir.
I have no fucking voice. I am so congested, and my throat is so sore I sound like a nasally man!!
For the first time Ina very long time, I am at something close to a healthy weight and I can’t take it. I just feel so fat and huge all of the time. I can feel myself beginning to fall back down the hole of constant body checking and my mood being dictated by how little I ate, but I don’t care.
I’ve been looking at thinspo, and wishing I could look like that again. Although I do not like my doody right now, I also do not want to throw out the almost 2 years of hard fought recovery it took to get me here.
I’ve been restricting again and using my fitness pal. I just hate my body.
I have to sing tomorrow.., and I sound like a dying whale at the moment. I hate being sick!
I’m thin and a generally petite frame (5’8” and a little under 120 pounds) but I’m a full B or a small C cup bra, but in teenager brands I can be up to a D. I can never find my band size!! I need a 32 band, but a 30 is ideal for me.
I love the memories, but having dozens of tshirts takes up way too much space!
It would be awesome if I could find a way to make it so I can add on as high school continues.
I lost my voice. Right in time for Sunday matinee, which I am swinging for so even more singing dancing.
Anyway, my throat kills, no semblance of and pretty sound is coming out: do you have any suggestions beyond throat coat?
I don’t have time for this shit.
This seriously isn’t good.
Anybody know any ways to kick this thing?
This can’t be happening.
Nope. I have at least 4 hours of rehearsal every day.
We open on the 13th!
I don’t have time for this bullshit.
How exactly do I stop this madness?